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Jill Duggar Recalls Darkest Moment of Josh Duggar Molestation Scandal: I Wished I Was Dead on September 13, 2023 at 10:22 pm The Hollywood Gossip

Back in December of 2021, Josh Duggar was convicted on charges of receiving and possessing child pornography.
He would later be sentenced to 151 months in prison.
It was unquestionably the most shocking scandal in the history of reality television, and the situation was made all the more appalling by the fact that it could have been prevented.
Years before his arrest and imprisonment, Josh molested five young girls, four of whom were his sisters.
Josh Duggar smiles in one of his many, many mug shots. He’s a sick individual. (Arkansas PD)
Jill Duggar was one of those victims, and in her new book, she opens up about the trauma she endured as a result of Josh’s assaults.
She says old wounds were re-opened when the crimes were first made public, and Josh’s police file was shared with a tabloid as part of a Freedom of Information Act request.
Jill says she was “sickened” by the publicity and was unable to eat or sleep in the weeks that followed.
When husband Derick Dillard called to ask how she was doing one night, Jill gave a response that shocked him:
Jill Duggar holds a cup of coffee while looking into the camera for this selfie. (Instagram)
“Terrible… I wish I were dead,” she said, according to her new book.
Though revisiting her past for the sake of her memoir was not an easy process, Jill says she feels it was important to share her story for the possibility that doing so might benefit other survivors.
And it seems that to her surprise, she benefitted from the difficult journey as well.
Jill Duggar breaks down here while recounting her interview with Megyn Kelly. (Amazon)
“It’s helped us process and disentangle our feelings,” Jill told Fox News this week.
“It’s been a cathartic process… This is not an isolated experience, just for reality TV or for large families… I hope people can relate to it and say, ‘I felt that too. I felt the isolation that breeds from control.’”
In the book, which she cowrote with husband Derick Dillard, Jill says she never got paid for her time as a reality star, and yet, her father’s quest for fame completely robbed her of her privacy.
Look out, Michelle and Jim Bob! Jill Duggar has come out with a book that exposes just how evil you truly are. (Photo Credit: Amazon)
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“It was like The Truman Show. It was hard to live day to day and have a camera in my face. And for some of my siblings, it’s all they’ve ever known,” she wrote.
“As I got to know the film crew, they became like family, but there were moments that were robbed from me, the private ones,” she continued.
“Like when I had my wisdom teeth out. It was a very vulnerable time for me as a teenager when I was put on display because they needed a moment, a dramatic moment.
Jill Duggar has finally published her debut memoir. (Photo Credit: Instagram)
“And anytime we were crying or emotionally distraught, the film crew was there because they knew it made great TV.”
Jill says she grew up feeling that she would be dishonoring her parents if she refused to film the most painful and private moments of her life.
“If somebody busts their head open, it’s like, ‘This is great TV,’” she wrote.
“But at that moment, I just felt, ‘This is what I have to do. I have to honor my parents. I have to fall in line here.’ I didn’t really have a choice and I did not like it, but at the same time, I felt this is what I had to do to be a good daughter, to be a good Christian,” she continued.
Jill Duggar is telling her story like never before. (Photo Credit: Amazon Studios)
“I had to fulfill this role. But I wished I had more privacy. It’s still a struggle I face with.”
Yes, Jill was told that the family reality shows were part of her father’s mission to spread the gospel and refusal to participate would be a sin.
The cameras didn’t stop rolling after the molestation scandal went public, as Jill and sister Jessa Duggar were forced to go on TV to defend Josh.
It might have been the greatest indignity she was forced to endure at her father’s insistence, but it certainly wasn’t the only one.
Jill Duggar Recalls Darkest Moment of Josh Duggar Molestation Scandal: I Wished I Was Dead was originally published on The Hollywood Gossip.
Back in December of 2021, Josh Duggar was convicted on charges of receiving and possessing child pornography. He would later …
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Jimmy Cliff, Reggae Legend and Star of ‘The Harder They Come,’ Dies at 81

Jimmy Cliff, the legendary Jamaican reggae pioneer and star of the iconic film “The Harder They Come,” has died at the age of 81. His family announced on November 24, 2025, that he passed away after suffering a seizure followed by pneumonia. The announcement expressed deep gratitude to his global fans for their support throughout his career, emphasizing how much he cherished his audience’s love.

Career and Legacy
Jimmy Cliff was renowned for popularizing reggae music worldwide through his soulful voice and timeless songs such as “Many Rivers to Cross,” “You Can Get It If You Really Want,” and “Vietnam.” He starred as Ivanhoe “Ivan” Martin in the 1972 musical crime film “The Harder They Come,” which played a pivotal role in bringing reggae and Jamaican culture to a global audience.

Recent Activities
In 2025, Jimmy Cliff announced a new album titled “Legacy,” set for release in September, along with a final world tour to mark the end of his performance career. This project was described as a tribute to reggae’s past, present, and future, featuring collaborations with global stars and emerging Jamaican talents. Despite health challenges, Cliff continued to contribute meaningfully to music and culture until the very end.
Personal and Family Acknowledgements
His wife, Latifa Chambers, shared the news of his passing on social media, highlighting the strength he drew from his fans and thanking family, friends, and collaborators who were part of his journey. She requested fans know that their support meant everything to him throughout his life and career.
Jimmy Cliff leaves behind a legacy as one of reggae’s most influential figures, who helped shape the genre’s identity and brought its message of peace and resistance to the world stage.
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Hollywood’s Kiss or Miss Policy: Why Saying No Got Neal McDonough Blackballed

Neal McDonough’s name is synonymous with versatility on screen — from gripping war dramas like Band of Brothers to contemporary hits like Yellowstone. Yet behind his steady career lies a lesser-known story, one that exposes Hollywood’s surprising intolerance for personal conviction. McDonough’s insistence on a no-kissing rule in his contracts, a commitment driven by loyalty to his wife and family, resulted in a devastating blacklist that nearly cost him everything.

Holding Fast to His Values
Married since 2003 to model Ruvé Robertson and a devoted father to five children, McDonough chose not to compromise on his core beliefs, even at professional cost. Rather than chase fame at any price, he set a clear boundary that he would not share on-screen kisses with any woman other than his wife.
“I always had it in my contracts: no kissing other women on-screen,” McDonough explained. “I knew what it meant for my family, for my relationship, and I wasn’t going to step over that line.”
This deeply personal stance wasn’t born out of ego or sanctimony but a desire to protect the sanctity of his marriage and the wellbeing of his family.
“My wife is my priority,” he said. “The rest can wait.”
The Cold Shoulder from Tinseltown
What followed wasn’t the Hollywood applause McDonough might have hoped for, but instead a professional exile. Industry gatekeepers reportedly rejected him from roles and even dropped him mid-production over his refusal to perform intimate scenes that contravened his no-kissing policy.
“Hollywood turned on me hard and fast,” McDonough shared candidly. “I lost everything — the work, the goodwill, my sense of self.”
Reports surfaced of McDonough being pulled from a show Scoundrels just days into filming because he declined a kissing scene. The implication was clear: in Hollywood, kissing other women wasn’t a mere acting choice; it was a mandatory rite of passage.
Courage in the Face of Pressure
Neal McDonough’s story is an uncommon example of a man standing his ground in an industry built on appearances and compromises. His ordeal lays bare Hollywood’s tendency to steamroll personal boundaries in favor of “business as usual.”
“Intimacy is sacred to me,” McDonough said. “When I drew the line, it wasn’t popular, but it was necessary for who I am.”
His wife, Ruvé Robertson, who has stood beside him throughout, expressed unwavering support for his decision.
“Neal’s integrity is why our family stays strong. It’s more important than any role, any accolade,” she said.
A Journey Back to the Spotlight
After enduring years of silence and struggle, McDonough found his footing again through key allies in the industry who respected his boundaries and talent. Notably, in the film The Last Rodeo(2025), he broke his no-kissing rule — but only with his wife playing his on-screen partner.
“That kiss wasn’t just performance; it was a celebration of loyalty,” he reflected. “I had to have my wife by my side for it to feel right.”
The Bigger Picture
Neal McDonough’s journey challenges Hollywood to rethink its rigid expectations of actors and respect individual values. It’s a compelling story of fidelity and courage in an industry that often demands conformity at all costs.
“I hope my story encourages others to hold firm to who they are,” McDonough said. “Because no role should cost you your integrity.”
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Ariana Grande’s Red Carpet: When Fans Forget Boundaries

At the Singapore premiere of the highly anticipated film “Wicked: For Good,” Ariana Grande faced an unsettling moment that quickly went viral. As the pop star confidently walked the yellow carpet alongside her co-stars, an overzealous fan, identified as 26-year-old Johnson Wen, broke through security barricades and lunged at her, grabbing her in an unexpected and alarming manner. The incident was swiftly halted thanks to the quick intervention of Ariana’s co-star Cynthia Erivo, who shielded the singer until security subdued the intruder.

Known online as “Pyjama Man,” Wen has a notorious reputation for crashing high-profile events to gain viral attention. This was not his first stunt; he had previously disrupted performances by stars like Katy Perry and The Weeknd. Following the incident, Wen posted footage of himself on Instagram, captioning it,
“Dear Ariana Grande, Thank You for letting me Jump on the Yellow Carpet with You,” much to the dismay of fans who criticized his reckless behavior.
The event has sparked widespread discussions about the safety and boundaries of celebrities attending public events. Ariana Grande, who has openly struggled with anxiety and trauma following the 2017 Manchester bombing, was visibly shaken but remained composed in the aftermath. Although she did not comment directly on the incident, she expressed gratitude to her fans in Singapore through social media posts.
Billie Eilish, another major music star, was also present and later reflected on how moments like these highlight the growing challenges celebrities face as fans blur the lines between admiration and invasion of privacy.

The incident at the “Wicked: For Good” premiere is a stark reminder that while celebrity fandom can be passionate, it must respect personal boundaries, especially in high-security environments intended to protect performers. Ariana Grande’s grace under pressure and activists like Cynthia Erivo’s immediate response prevented what could have been a far more serious encounter. Still, it raises serious questions about event security and fan etiquette in today’s hyper-connected celebrity culture.
This moment underscores a larger trend where stars find themselves navigating the precarious balance of engaging with fans while maintaining their safety and dignity on the public stage.
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